I know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us...

Ok. So even though none of my friends know I have this....I am gonna write to each of them what I really think about them. But I am not gonna write names...here I go...

1. No matter what I do, I will never live up to your expectations. I feel as if you only hang out wiht me for what I provide. I think that you don't need me and you don't care about me. You just want me to give. No matter how hard I try, I will never be what you want me to be. I have accepted that. You should too.

2. You use the fact that you are a Scorpio to excuse all your bad behavior. It is stupid, immature, and untrue. Get over it. Get over yourself. You are a spoiled bitch who only cares about herself. You are not the only one who has suffered through difficult times. Everyone does, but we don't make it all about ourselves. Grow the fuck up.

3. This is to 3 of you...You guys need to realize that my life does not revolve around you. I have other things to do besides cater to your every whim. I know I have encouraged it, but it needs to stop. Life is hard. I won't be able to take care of you all the time. Stop getting mad at me for having other things to do besides cater to you.

4. I don't miss you. I don't know if that is good or bad. I am doing fine without you.

5. I am happy that you are happy. I am jealous that you are happy. I want to be happy.

6. You need to also realize that I am not only your friend. I have others in my life. Stop getting mad at me for hanging out with other people.

7. I am completely jealous of you. 100%. I am jealous of your talent and how you hold such an important place in certain people's lives, without trying.

8. You haven't had it easy. I know. But stop being such a bitch and realize that things are not always about you. Fucking whore.

This is all I can think of right now....